i can’t even describe all the emotions.
it’s like someone let a water balloon full of all types of insects down my throat and now they are trapped in my stomach trying to escape.
anxiety, nervousness, fear, dread. all of them fill my being. i really don’t want to leave.
well… 20% of me doesn’t
the other 80% is all positive.
excitement, love, hope, joy, desire, they all overrule the negative emotions. these ones are freeing the insects, one by one. as long as positive thoughts are present, theres no way anything negative can take hold of my heart.
i love this gospel. 48 hours and i’ll be a missionary.
love you all.
the adventure has almost begun.